Steve&i worked on our projects today at mi
house…booooooooorrrrrrrrrrrinnnnnng! i may go to Steve’s house after
skewl 2morow…

Steve sed he’z not ready for the kissy crap…i tink he’z full of crap
but daz just me…he sed Hannah asked him out again…i duno what i sed
but it got around to the subject of breaking up (daz wen he told me
about Hannah…) well he sed he “it doesn’t matter Hannah asked me out
again so…” im kinda losing the wub thing wit that sed…he sed he’d
call me l8a aaaaaaand maybe i’ll remember and bring it up… im not getting a warm fuzzy about this…i’m really not…

he told me bout pplz askin him if he really kissed me or not and all
that crap i took it out of my AIM profile and i guess i have to take it
out of this one…(or i’ll just rip Xanga out of my pro entirely )
i really do think it’s gonna end soon though, even if it does at least
it won’t be so bad because i did see it coming…even now it may be
hard to get over but…i think i’ll be okay…


i gut a monkey for V-day 2day and a cute little fake rosey thing from Steve i tried to kiss’em on da lipz but i failed…
o well…the monkey’s super cute tho and the rose’s got a kissy inside
but i duno how to unwrap it and get it…probably just as well kuz its
pretty&i don’t wana destroy it…wen i kissed him he didn’t kiss me
back but he turned to me a widdle bit…i wish i kud make him feel the
way i do when he kisses/hugs/duz that stuff for me…

the dance suked majorly…Steve wudn’t dance w/me and i gut majorly
pissed…i cried for like an hour when i gut home…i duno y he wudn’t
dance w/me tho…probably Devin’ll do something stupid like try to get
Steve to grab my butt or Steve can’t dance (like me) and just don’t
wana get embarrased or nuttin…w/e the case it still stung…

me&Steve went to the Silver City Galleria Mall in Taunton…it wuz
fun and i spent about 12$ in candy at this one place and we got in
trubl kuz Steve accidently spilled like 5-6 jellybeans on the floor and
Steve got wicked hyper after…i’ve learned something very valuable
about him…never give him a large amount of sugar! heh it’s tru tho he
wuz bouncin off the walls! it wuz nuts! we also went to Target and
Steve got some Yu-Gi-Oh! thingy…i helped him put it 2gether and we
spent the rest of the night here on the compz…it wuz fun at the mall
and stuff but when we got back here he wuz wicked hyper…
i wuz hoping to get a couple beanie babys at the mall but instead i
just got one…i wana get a piggy or a pink monkey for Steve for
Valentines Day next week… we probably won’t go to the dance Friday
either…my mom moved the office a bit she took the fake wooden fileing
cabinet and put it near the window behind me and sooner or later i’m
gonna get a shelf to put my CD Writer&Scanner on and i mire put my
Joystick up there too…i haven’t used it in years and i duno if i even
have any games i can use w/it…hmmmmm… i am really currious about
goin to the dance tho…he sez itz borin but ive been beggin him 2go
and i reminded him about him oweing me a dance/2 i can’t w8 till the dance! (i hope he wont be super hyper! )

ok 2day in readin i cheated on a quiz
w/Stevez warmup paper he let me look at and he used it too! i 
gave him a peck on the cheek sed ty and all that good stuff…

2day i went to mi first General Music class itz mad gay! the 9/11 thing
she’s doing is gonna put me to sleep! im gunna miss Coach Merchant and
Joey, Josh, Ross, Amanda, Hannah, and the kid w/da long hair…i tink
hiz name iz Alan…duno…anywayz im gunna mizz it kuz i liked just
sittin ther 4 a period…nice way to wake up ect…mi board’s up and
running i ges im
supposed to put other stuffz on it but sofar i give up on fixerating

omg Tate iz  soooooooooooooooooooo gay shez a constant pain in the
ass durin history wit her long explinations she soundz lyk shez fourty
or sumtin gay ass like dat! dude shez a whale too…;) shez in sped but
shez wicked smart! vile idiots must revolt againzt the smartass
blubber! lol ok that’z just the sugar talkin but the point is she needz
sugar! dea’z no freakin fun w/her itz just confuzion and a pissed off
mr marshall who smellz funny and needz a jello mold on hiz head! i wana
stick jello in hiz ear ^_~ lol it soundz fun but daz besides the point!

newayz…. on dat fine note…o i got Devin in trubl! yay! lolz i wuZ
talkin trash on msn back n forth w/Devin and a couple of hiz crack
happy friends and not hez in trubl kuz of the “High Rated Content”
thingy hiz parentz saw…not good shit there…ok i officialy have a
low karma…damn retrobutions are really starting to chap my ass…

the Valentinez Day dance iz coming up and Stevey’z not goin  i wana go w/him kuz i tink i figured out the dancing bit but he wont’ go “it’z boring!” 
i really wana dance w/him but therz just no gettin it tru to him but i
gotz an idea see our 1 year aniversary is comming up and i hope and
think there might be a dance and i no i’ll get him to go to dat i can
be quite “persuasive” when i feel like it ehh…i try…i luv him i really do but i wish he’d just go to the freakin dance…

were gonna do our science project soon…Feb vacation iz wen…i wish
hed agree w/me more! for a 13 yr old he certaintly don’t act it
i ges ill just tay home…*sigh* another nite alone…i wnda if were
gonna do sumtin 4 Valentines Day…probsbly no…same as usual… sumtimez i wunda y i try…